Blue

It's a rainy Friday today, and I'm feeling blue ..

Yes occassionally even cheery me can feel down ..

Why..because ..

1) someone I love was mean to me .. and I just take it in .. maybe it's my fault but it feels really harsh when you are on the other end listening

2) someone whom I loved as a friend once upon a time, has since moved on with life, how did it get this way, or was it just I who cherished our friendship .. well one of those life mysteries

3) it's drizzling out

..ok that's it .. no I don't rant incessantly ..maybe I should ok here goes *silent scream aaarrrggghhhh*