As a schoolkid growing up in AS, I always felt alot of eerrrmmm .. shortcomings about myself, I am your perfect example of someone with very low self esteem and yearns mostly for acceptance. Acceptance .. yes, a simple word with a simple meaning, but not always the easiest to execute. Most times back then I wonder why was I so below average, I wanted to be more, I was angry at myself why I wasn't more..; more of this, and more of that .. you know the usual gripes .. I yearned to be more, but I knew I wasn't .. then somehow fate has a funny way of dealing with us. Is fate fair? To me, the answer is yes.. I am now blessed to enjoy all those which I yearned for when I was younger. See, I'm not trying to sound arrogant, no .. all I'm trying to say is I want to remember this part of my life now, where everything is finally in place.. where I finally feel comfortable in my own skin.. comfortable about my own identity, my plus points and yes, I've even come to terms with my own shortcomings..
Funny, isn't it .. how the things we feel were important back then no longer feels the same now.. is it because I've evolved? I don't think, I've evolved so much .. I still very much the same .. but just that I'm now very much every bit of ME!
And I love ME!
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